Inner Strengh

Doesn't it seem that when humanity started out all those years ago when we became self aware,that we fell into a troubled way of thinking. It seems we started thinking that there was something out their [where ever there is ] that was smarter than us because we were smarter than everything else. As we matured we looked to our imagination to find reason and perspective by seeing help in the stars and moon. Than we progressed to trying to understanding the planets as in astrology. This progressed for awhile until people started learning that they were    being taken advantage of as much as not by self  serving individuals. So next it came to belief in the traits of the environment , which proved less dependable than necessary. Then certain folks thought that certain deity's ruled different emotions,[ like the individuals atop certain high places], seasons, and the subconscious eventually to no avail . Finally there was the idea of one God and his prophets . Which finally got to the point of one person on earth to have direct contact to understand god . Well it finally got so materialistic which caused more diversified aspects of the same thought line [as it cost to much to get to heaven]. Why has mankind looked for the reasons from others instead of  themselves from the beginning of self awareness ? The whole problem with this concept is that it comes from the wrong premise. Humanity should by now realize that the truth about self awareness is that the responsibility for that growth of understanding comes from within the individual and their conscious, to the strengthening of their self worth which goes to the building of their self esteem , soul ,etc.           Keywords; Philosophy, Self worth.